2012-08-01 Wednesday Hot and stuffy
The massage from yesterday has given the result. I was feeling kind of lazy, no energy at all. After breakfast I was hiding in mum's room whole day.. of course I have cleaned the curtains and settled Ah Kui's business (I let her out whole day!) and then I went into mum's room to clear up her closet....
Maybe because "big aunty"(menstration) is here...especially when I feel tired...then I know I can't get away from this feeling (sensitive). When I came back in year 2009, mum was still able to watch TV at upper floor, that time after she got her afternoon nap, I would accompany her to watch TV program together...
I took down mum's clothes and palled up on her bed but I didn't have the mood the clear them up... I sat down at the edge of the bed, thought of mum and I could not help but felt the sadness welling up... I turned the TV volume higher, so that it could cover my wailing and weeping sounds. I smsed message to Soo Imm and Sin Huat...I still could escape from mum\s feeling of loneliness and helplessness.
There was another reason why I was sad.. This morning Mr.Hoh called and informed me that finally the buyer want to sign on the sales agreement, which means that the selling of the house finally become a foregone conclusion.
I really have to start to pack down the stuff in the house from now...
The massage from yesterday has given the result. I was feeling kind of lazy, no energy at all. After breakfast I was hiding in mum's room whole day.. of course I have cleaned the curtains and settled Ah Kui's business (I let her out whole day!) and then I went into mum's room to clear up her closet....
Maybe because "big aunty"(menstration) is here...especially when I feel tired...then I know I can't get away from this feeling (sensitive). When I came back in year 2009, mum was still able to watch TV at upper floor, that time after she got her afternoon nap, I would accompany her to watch TV program together...
I took down mum's clothes and palled up on her bed but I didn't have the mood the clear them up... I sat down at the edge of the bed, thought of mum and I could not help but felt the sadness welling up... I turned the TV volume higher, so that it could cover my wailing and weeping sounds. I smsed message to Soo Imm and Sin Huat...I still could escape from mum\s feeling of loneliness and helplessness.There was another reason why I was sad.. This morning Mr.Hoh called and informed me that finally the buyer want to sign on the sales agreement, which means that the selling of the house finally become a foregone conclusion.
I really have to start to pack down the stuff in the house from now...
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