Day 17 and a little bit of day 18

Wednesday  2012-08-08

Early in the morning I washed up all my clothes and then in the afternoon  I went over to Mr.Luo's house. His wife, Mrs.Luo had a strong strength to hold up with her sorrow.

I came home at 2p.m. Sunny called and told me he was on his way to me with packed lunch. We went out together to buy some bubble papers for my packing after this. After shopping we went to his boss house for surfing at the internet and we spent 3 hours on that! Well at least I got the time to go on Facebook to be a busy body for a while. We stayed until 7p.m. and then we went out  with Sin Huat and Ah Hong for dinner.

After dinner I went back to Mr.Luo's house and I met a student from my tuition class who was now 36 years old. She told me she was not marriage.Her body language have already given me the idea why she was single. After some chitchat she told me about her identity.

I couldn't stop myself not to think about her situation when I got home. In between the flashing of time she had also experienced a few unpleasant relationships. No one can guarantee your first love would be the right one.

One day has passed, again I still haven't packed anything....

Thursday  2012-08-09

I went to say goodbye at MR.Luo's funeral. Standing there and thought of the time when I sent mom away to the cemetery, I couldn't help myself not to be sorrowful. Mrs.Luo was too strong, not a single teardrop. I didn't know how long she could hold on. I remember now that year I held on until I totally burst out when Soo Imm gave me the message treatment. My whole body was released and my teardrops was overflowed, and then I could let go.

Where are you Soo Imm? I haven't see you for ages..


(P.s. to be continued...)

Day 16

Tuesday 2012-08-07

Sin Huat and I went for breakfast. After that Jasmine drove me to the MPSP office at Bukit Mertajam so that I could pay the house tax, at same time I could get a number from the Tax Department at the same area. Actually I already have a number! Malaysia's Tax Department has progressed, Just like what Sin Huat told mem the best efficiency of government agencies is the Tax Department.

After that I went for shopping at Jesco for a whole day by myself. It was good I didn't have to ask someone to shop with me. I felt easy and relief to shop alone, no pressure. I could buy whatever I wanted to buy without explain to anyone why I bought those stuff and why I have to buy many of them.

I have shopped from 10:25 a.m. to 5.25 p.m. It was in a total of 7 hours walk and I didn't even cover the whole Jesco, amazing! :)

Sin Huat picked me from Jesco after he finished his work. At night we went out dining with Ah Hong again.

After we came back from dinner, at the kitchen, I heard the sound of sutra from the back of my house. I knew it directly what had happened. I hope Mr.Luo rest in peace, just like mom did that year.

Right now my thoughts couldn't rest in peace by listening to the sutra whole night. My memory brought me back to the day when mom passed away..... my mood is depressed suddenly.

I don't know if I can sleep well tonight?